Hmm. Well Im not nearly as low as I was before. Id like to call that period, one day before I exploded. I went to the doctors, he couldnt figure out what was wrong with me, and gave me pills to make my period come. Pretty sure I got it that night. CUTE. School is going to make me rip my hair out. I wrote a 3 page journal entry for HAMLET today, it was due friday but i stayed home because I wasn't feeling school. yey. This weekend was 90% bust, 10% awesome. I went out with this cute guy I met online, we'll call him blonde hick! haha. He got lost three times before finding my house, and he's f*cking cute as hell. He has a monster jeep, which is VERY difficult to get into when you're wearing a mini skirt! I succeeded, but only first by flashing my ass and my crotch. Its because I'm classy. We proceeded to go to three bars, which kinda all sucked hardcore. Then he and I went to the casino, which was pretty fun! I got three drinks over a period of at least 4 hrs, so I was pretty damn sober. He then drove me home and I gave him a hug and he asked for a kiss on the cheek. DAMNIT, I wanted more...but I did not ask, and neither did he.
The rest of the weekend was spent at my house, being a lazy ass and barely leaving my room.
I also signed up for this lame site...its basically about hooking up "beautiful girls" with "wealthy men", which is crazy because I am one of the last people that cares about how much a man makes...but I seem to have harboured some older man love...and I found a fricking sexy one...but I think he's slightly retarded. He asked me if i was an escort. Umm !? PARDON!? Myah. thats cute. I also hit on many many men....and got hit on back, and met this guy that has thrown my world into a random tizzy. I like him, he's turning 28 this year. He also likes two other girls, both whom he started talking to before he met me. He's also three hours away and wants a girl that will move to where he is. I want him for myself. We will call him perfect *sshole. HAHAHAHA. Its one of those I want to hate him but Im so attracted to him. HATE THOSE.

friend drama is secretly pissing me off. I am starting to hate everyone, and just can't wait till I'm done with this bullsh*t and everyone just leaves. YEY.

My prom in ontario was this weekend. Or I should say my former prom. It was hard. Grad here doesn't mean sh*t to me, I could honestly care less about it. If I were still in ontario it would be special, I would have dressed up and all that jazz, but here it doesnt feel normal for me. While everyones booking their hair appointments and getting all ready, (its in 13 days) I don't give a f*ck, I'm not going to anything, just the commencement cerimony, if that.

My mom and I got to talking on friday, and shes thinking about starting a laser hair removal place in our house. I have altered my plans and am going to become an esthetician before I go to university I think its something nice to fall back on, and one can never take too much care of themselves.

I have become obsessed with the new timbaland album. At first I hated it, but the song "fantasy" is such a lapdance song. Which Im ready to do to anyone at any point . (Yay for being over the top horny because of my period...)

Well. I have lots of laying around to do. My mom and I are going to visit one of our family friends in rehab, apparently its like high class rehab, we'll see. We're also getting icecream. Yummm.
Hopefully this weekend isn't going to be the dis-ass-ter I think it's going to be. But who knows, I could get lucky...